The thing is that recently I don't know what I truly enjoy anymore.
I wonder if that's part of the "depression kind of thing".

I do have a few things that I used to enjoy (like dancing), but I have so many reasons why I can't do it right now ... or at least I keep telling myself that, so I end up not trying anything.

I guess the difficult tihng is to find a thing that makes me feel good - other than my blog.