[Japan]: Breakdown

[chochajin]

It's around 4am now.

I can barely see what I'm writing here. I feel dizzy and horrible.
The BIATCH is at it again and it's louder and more horrible than ever before! I really tried to sleep, I tried. I tried to cover my already plugged ears with whatever I could find - in vain.
Their volume level is just beyond everything you can think of.

And now I'm sure she/they is/are doing it ON PURPOSE!!!
Right now there are at least 5 people over there (girls and boys) ..... and when I was banging against the wall I realized they were laughing at it/me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is soooooooo horrible! I feel like crying!
I wanna leave this horrible apartment RIGHT NOW!!!

I mailed the daughter of my boss, that I can't take it any longer and that they either find a way to make her move out or I'll move out (which would be unfair, because why should I have to suffer?!) ...........


Anyway I feel horrible, tired, angry, sick, helpless.
Why is that happening to me? Why are you COMPLETELY ruining my Japan experience, bitch?

I sooooooooooooooooooooo want to sleep, but there is just no freaking way in hell for me to do so right now!
If I were iin Germany, I just would stop by a friends' place and sleep there for the night.


*big sigh* (.________________________.)

Comments

So Sorry!

[pnolan.livejournal.com]

Hi, C! Did you get my other suggestions yesterday? But it sounds like short of kicking her ass there is nothing you can expect her to do. So it's up to you! You are only a couple of months into your stay, so I'd say move! But your school should pay and help you. And maybe you could stay with your boss and his wife for awhile for some rest time? You've got to make sure they understand the seriousness of your situation.

Have you tried having your boss call the police? There must be laws governing this kind of situation - it's not like Japan is lawless, right? Maybe you could record the noise some night for "proof"?

I would try that, and then if it doesn't help, move! You need the sleep and the peace,C! Moving would be temporarily uncomfortable and trying, but well worth it in the long run, especially if you plan to stay for more than a year. And this time you could do some "neighbor research" before you accept any apartment.

Well, good luck, C, and remember I'm thinking about you!