i honestly don't think that anything is wrong with you. in fact, i think that what you're feeling is pretty common. i can't put a name to what it is, but i'm pretty sure that a lot of people will tell you that they've felt the same way, myself included. i felt like that during the latter part of my time in Japan, before i decided to not recontract and move to Australia. i was listless, maybe even restless, very dissatisfied and generally ビミョウ about things... i tried to get around it by doing things that i liked like shopping & traveling and i tried to start new hobbies like making clay cats. all of that helped distract me, but it didn't really help the problem which (for me) was my job and situation. now that i've done something about the problem, i'm happier. :]

i dont know what the problem is for you, but if it's anything like it was for me, perhaps you should start looking into another job.... maybe a chance of work, scenery, etc would help you feel better. :]

btw, sorry for not replying to your poll. :[ i'm sure you have a good idea of what my answers would have been anyway. D; i dont know of any memes that i'd want you to do but now i wanna do some of the memes you listed! maybe i will, hmm....

also, that episode of English Teachers is awesome. :]