i know i can't help you =/
but i can totally understand you, cause i'm going through the same
i don't know what i want to do in my life, what kind of a job i want or where i want to live
i'm a biologist, but i don't work in my area and don't want to, i found that in the last year of the university and i'm already 28 years old...i know i don't want to get marriage nor even have kids, that's for sure and don't want to live with my parents my whole life
the job i'm doing right now it's not what i want for the rest of my life, but it's what i have right now, so i'm saving money cause in the future i want to have my own home and i want to travel, cause i feel like i don't belong here in my country, Brazil, but where do i belong? don't know. It will be a new experience for me, i'll grow up, but this doesn't mean that i'll find what i want to do in my life
you, on the other hand, already travelled, already lived in another country, so i don't know.
psichologist helped me with so many things, but this issue i have to solve on my own.
but i understand your frustation, it's really hard to know what kind of job we want for the rest of our lifes, i envy people who always knew what they really want, i thought about doing another college, but i wouldn't know what would it be, so i'm lost too
it's hard, but you will figure out what to do!