It's around 4am now.

I can barely see what I'm writing here. I feel dizzy and horrible.
The BIATCH is at it again and it's louder and more horrible than ever before! I really tried to sleep, I tried. I tried to cover my already plugged ears with whatever I could find - in vain.
Their volume level is just beyond everything you can think of.

And now I'm sure she/they is/are doing it ON PURPOSE!!!
Right now there are at least 5 people over there (girls and boys) ..... and when I was banging against the wall I realized they were laughing at it/me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is soooooooo horrible! I feel like crying!
I wanna leave this horrible apartment RIGHT NOW!!!

I mailed the daughter of my boss, that I can't take it any longer and that they either find a way to make her move out or I'll move out (which would be unfair, because why should I have to suffer?!) ...........


Anyway I feel horrible, tired, angry, sick, helpless.
Why is that happening to me? Why are you COMPLETELY ruining my Japan experience, bitch?

I sooooooooooooooooooooo want to sleep, but there is just no freaking way in hell for me to do so right now!
If I were iin Germany, I just would stop by a friends' place and sleep there for the night.


*big sigh* (.________________________.)