
If I sound a bit scary or like a ghost or zombie, then that's exactly what I am recently, I guess.
Thus the lack of posts or being present on LJ at all!! I'm very sorry, but it can't be helped.

I'm back into zombie mode, worse than ever before, I guess.

I've been working on my blog desperately for the past 3.5 months ....... and I'm still not done!

I should have done it like most people do, just start out somehow and work on layout, plugins, javascript and stuff LATER!!??!!! (-___-'')

Well, I think I should be done in 1-2 weeks, at least I really, really, REALLY hope so! At first (back in June!!) I thought it would take me 1-2 weeks until I'm done with the layouting and before I can start my actual blog.
After a month or so, I figured how naive I was.

I hate being a perfectionist, this is really annoying!


I hope I have the strength and energy to see this through until the end. Honestly, I'm close to burning out at the moment!
As much fun as it can be to learn new things about Javascript and CSS - I don't really care about these things and just wanna get started.
I've been wanting to quit several times wondering if it's really worth all this work, time, effort and MONEY!!!!

Oh well, I'm just posting to let you know that I'm still around (more or less) and that I'll hopefully recover from the infamous zombie mode soon!!

Actually there's a LOT of things I need to tell you! Of course, a lot of things happened in the past few weeks. Nothing too major. Stuff concerning my stay in Japan and for how much longer I'll stay and stuff and a lot more.
Anyways, I really hope I'll get my life back soon!
Working a full-time job and then coming home, working on a blog the rest of your free time (for many MONTHS) can really get to you. My sleeping rythm and basically my whole lifestyle have turned into something really unhealthy, too.
DO NOT WANT!!!

Well, almost done, almost done. A few minor CSS improvements, trying to get some javascript issues out of the way and then create real content!!! Also, need to change webhosts one of these days (which will cost me 30$ more per year -__- ... ahahaha~ ... for what am I doing this again? x___X ....)
Seriously I need a break from all this, but on the other hand I wanna get this done and off of my shoulders ASAP!!!

Sometimes when my eyes just hurt too much or I simply can't concentrate anymore I watch this season's dramas. Haven't watched dramas in a long time, but they're actually all pretty good!
Watching "Ikemen desu ne", "IS", "Don Quixote", "Ouran Host Club" and "Soredemo ikite yuku"! (don't spoil me, I'm not up to the latest episodes!! XD)
And after year(s)!?! of not watching anime anymore, I totally fell in love with "Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi" ('_')b ....

Oh, and because I just cannot NOT post any photos after being absent for such a long time, here we go:

Okonomiyaki bread! Absolutely awesome and yummie!!!

Yummie desert that looks like an egg. Was very yummie as well with white chocolate (but

Hehe. Super yummie and nice design, don't you think? I already ate them quite a while ago, so I can't even remember what kind of filling they had, but it was yummie!
Alright, that's all for now. No travel photos, no travel entries, nothing. Just confusing zombie mumbling!!!

Sore deha, shitsurei shimasuuuuu~~~~ ヘ(ΘΘ)ヘ