Yes, it's been 4 long years and finally it does feel like I've been in Japan for a long time. Maybe long enough.
As you know I've been thinking a lot about leaving Japan this past year.
Instead of leaving I decided to move to another city and job. I'm still not sure if it was a good decision, but my 5th and probably last year will surely show.

It's funny / interesting / destiny?! That my new job and all starts exactly on my anniversary! I move on the very day I arrived in Japan 4 years ago!!





Alright, so let's have a look at YEAR 4 AMJ (= after moving to Japan ):
I'm not really satisfied with this 4th year.
2011 was probably not a good year for anybody living in Japan considering that soon after I wrote my last anniversary entry we had the earthquake / tsunami disaster!
It was just a very .... strange year! But yet I'm still here in Japan!

Compared to previous years (1st / 2nd / 3rd) I didn't do much, I didn't accomplish anything.
I still was very motivated towards the beginning of the year, even bought a lot of workout gear and did exercise quite regularly .. until around May when my "blog project" was born.
Ever since then I just sat in front of the computer, working on the blog from June to November 2011 nonstop. During that time I didn't do anything else. Well, ok I went back to Germany for 2 weeks in summer, but that's about it.
Thus, most of my resolutions from last year were a BIG FAT FAIL!

My resolutions from last year:

• Study less Japanese but without any breaks (I did study less, yes, namely NOTHING AT ALL!) => FAILED!


• Join some kind of activity (yoga, calligraphy, fitness club) FAILED!


• Get out there and get to know people (so I won't feel lonely anymore!) FAILED!


• Explore Japan even more (travelling, culture, people) - I could have done more, but I did partly, so to not be the total loser of the year: ACCOMPLISHED!


• Travel outside of Japan to somewhat nearby countries (China, Korea, Singapore, New Zealand, Australia etc.) FAILED!


• Figure out what to do next (aka where to live / what kind of job to do / leave Japan: yes/no etc.) - well, as I'm moving today and starting my new job, I guess that counts as: ACCOMPLISHED!


• Improve my photography skills - I don't think I really did?! Maybe a bit: DUNNO!


• Become a better person in general - I've been working on it a lot, but ... DUNNO!


• Not getting upset about every tiny thing: ACCOMPLISHED!


• Reduce internet/pc use FAILED!

Somehow this is becoming more and more ridiculous from year to year.
I wonder if I still should keep those bullet point style at all. Very frustrating! ^-^;

The year started out so great! I had ambitions and I followed them.
I worked out a lot, my body felt great. I thought about my future a lot and was working towards a "next step" solution.
As some sort of "solution" this crazy "blog project" idea came up and from there I feel everything went into a wrong direction. That's how I truly feel about it right now.
I think I wasted too much time.
Now it often feels more like a burden when I "have to" write a blog entry.
That's not how it was supposed to be.

On the other hand I did some last minute traveling in my immediate neighborhood because .... I never did and this was my last chance before moving!
There were so many awesome spots to discover! I wanted to slap myself that in FOUR FREAKING LONG YEARS I didn't manage to visit there even once!!!!!!!!
I feel like I missed a lot of things!
What have I been doing in the past 4 years?

Well, yes, the first 2 years were busy because I focused on studying the language like WOAH, so I didn't get to experience so much outside of it:
like finding Japanese friends, joining any social activities or exploring the neighborhood more.
But what happened then?
I just got too lazy and preferred to stay in my safety zone most of the time aka my apartment.
Not good!

I don't regret coming to Japan and hopefully never will.
But I do partly regret how I spent those last 4 years.
There's no use being angry at myself now as it can't be changed anymore.

I just HOPE that I can make my 5th year a completely different, but good experience without any regrets.
This mostly includes me being less online and doing more things outside of my apartment.
I have no clue if I'll be able to do it.
So many new things are lying ahead of me: new work, new co-workers, new area, new apartment, finally having a car ETC.

I don't feel like making bullet points for my 5th year, but here we go:

• making it my last year in Japan


• experience something new / a new side of Japan


• don't spend too much time in my apartment / in front of the computer as I can do that once I'm back in Europe again


• join a Taiko group


• preparing going back to Europe

We'll see if there's gonna be a 5th year anniversary entry as I might not even stay a whole year anymore.


Last, but not least just because I do it every year:

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Congrats to asahifirsa who finally made it into the Top 3 this year! Thanks for your great and helpful comments!

Thanks for reading, especially to those who've been with me since Day 1 (March 1st 2008) of my Japan adventure (or even before that)!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!